Why do I love NIN ?

This question has been bothering me for some time now... Nine Inch Nails seems so unlike me !

I'm not rebel, I don't like to scream, I have no violence in me. Or do I ?

I finished (re)reading Interview With The Vampire, from Anne Rice, last night. And I realised something crucial.

Trent Reznor IS Louis' voice. My god it's absolutly true ! Such a revelation for me, to come to this undestanding. They show many similarities.

Realizing this has led me to an answer as to why I love NIN.

Here's a list of a few things I tresure. There's Nine Inch Nails (Trent Reznor I should say). Than Anne Rice and the Vampires Chronicles. And also The Sandman and The Dreaming, from Neil Gaiman.

They all describe dark universes, people batteling between Good and Evil... A person suffering beyong reality ! Emotions I canno't feel, angst beyond my own capacity to suffer.

Do they represent what I would like to be, how I would like to be able to feel ? Feel ! Suffering IS feeling. Suffering is life.

Do I feel the life in me when I read/listen to them ? Do I screem, suffer with them when we communiate ?

That's why I love Nine Inch Nails. The power of the extreme emotions Trent Reznor expresses... wow.

When I listen to Nine Inch Nails, it seems the most beautiful thing in the wold. The more powerful music I've ever listened to.

I'll go on and re-read The Vampire Lestat now.